my hands was trembling, my legs did not feel anything, my eyes watery, i uncomfortable, my breathing down, my heart pain and my body sweating.
this all happened when i saw him together(berdua) with people i really trust, i dnt know why must i feel all these. why you so different outside and inside? first i look at your appearance i thought u're change now but i wrong ,u change like someone force you to change u're not sincere. you dishonest in urself and me. what you wnt from me act? if u just play me please tell me face to face i begging you.. what has you doing to me u hold my hands, u kiss my cheek, u look at me, u hug me that show that you really wnt me and love me like previously but see now you back to old are you* bad manner. hmm wht should i do?! you never listen to me rte. in fact you never told me anything, when i ask you, you just say "tak ad apa2" and you smile but easier tell to others not me. oh ! really...did you know wht i feel at that time. if you ask me i dnt answering, you make faces. hmm can you tell me why i become like that. if org dah xnak berkongsi or cerita prob dgn kita patut ke kita berkongsi apa2 dgn dia? adil ke?i utterly exhausted with all this , old matter come back . arhh! please DONT . hmm if you really know me, you know my behaviour even i exhausted, disappointed, jealous i still thinking of you and even i angry with you i also think you and your feelings i never forgotten you. if you wnt to know every seconds, minutes, hours and days i always think of you not just think but CARE .*more care act. just me never show i more silent :) and please dnt judge a book by their cover. i never scold anyone .i just reprimand (dgn cara baik) you can see i still talk and smile rte? *never ACTING oke. and why must i come to you and ask you? if you know you did sumthg wrong you should say sorry to me. dont be hypocrite friend if i can lower my ego why not you? if perasan la kan before this i which many came close in you and apologize . Tepuk dada tanya selera

if u're my friend you not 'kawan makan kawan'

kenapa nak terasa? . if you not do the wrong you will not terasa

just know i very trust you friend, dont make me lost trust to you

i hurt myself today *best! and i wnt do again. hoping till i die
haha stupid me .do i care :'D